Abandon...

After poking myself for n-number of days, today's doctor review was - "Abandon treatment" I saw Dr F writing that down on my patient's folder. The rest of the content - I just couldn't make up of the rest of the doctor's handwriting.

I visited the doc 2 days ago for follow-up after 5 days of Gonal-F jab. The jab is suppose to help "manufacture" more follicles than the usual cycles. But the scan showed 2 on the left and none on the right ovaries. So Dr F ordered a blood test to check on my hormone levels. He gave me a "booster jab" for 2 days to see if it will help.

So today (2 days after my last visit), I went back to see Dr F for another scan. Well, it turned out that it's still the same 2 follicles on the left ovaries and nothing on the right. And the 2 follicles are 12mm (I think it's mm) but the ideal size should be around 17mm by now. Dr F was really thorough with the scan, making sure that he didn't miss any follicles hidden somewhere.

Even after much effort, nothing... So Dr F sat me down and this is when he told me that we should stop the treatment for this cycle. He mentioned that there are not enough follicles to be harvested, and the lesser the follicles/eggs, the success rate is even lower. So it's best not to proceed for this cycle.

What's next? Well, Dr F said to let my menstrual come and then I should see him again on Day 2 or 3. But he said to continue the treatment after 2 menstrual cycle. But next month, I still need to go on the contraceptive pills.

So... as of now, I don't need to do any jab, no medications... let my body to the work for now. And rest my poor needle-hole-filled tummy...

Day 13 of Jab

It has been 13 days of smooth sailing. I hope. My schedule is waking up daily at 8am(well, sometimes 15mins later due to late night watching World Cup...), even before I clean up myself, I will tip-toed to the fridge to grab my solution and walked back up. My gear:

- My supply of alcohol-soaked cotton
- 1ml Syringe (which I only need .5)
- 5.5ml Suprefact



I might have become the expert in drawing the .5ml (well, maybe sometimes .53ml or . 58ml)from the bottle - without bubble. I've mastered the technique after 11 days. YES, after 11 tries, I finally got it perfect without having to draw it and only to release it and then do it many many many times to get rid of the smallest tiniest air bubble.

Well, you see... You are suppose to remove the cap from the syringe, and pull the plunger and push it again to release all the air. And then you insert the needle to the bottle to draw the solution. Sounds easy right? NOT! Each time you pull the plunger, you will see air bubble forming. Then you have to push it all back in again... Dang... Everytime I had to repeat the steps over and over again.

Well because the quality of the syringe is a bit (ahem) elcheapo so even after pushing the plunger to the edge, there is bound to be some bit of air that is still stuck. So, as you insert the syringe into the bottle of solution, suggest that you push the plunger with ALL YOUR MIGHT to get rid of the air inside the syringe. YES, push with your fingers and push it till you feel the pain at your finger tip. But beware, if you push too hard, your syringe will push against the bottle, and air will get into your bottle and form BIG bubbles. So be gentle yet firm. Yes, it's quite a feat trying to accomplish the perfect solution extraction from the bottle.

And when you extract the solution, pull back the plunger slowly and steadily. And tada~ the perfect extraction!

Just like previously - Pinch, jab & release... Slowly releasing the solution by pushing the plunger, don't rush it. I find that by slowly pushing it will be a lot less painful. After you think you've got all the solution into you, think again... now you need to really push the plunger as hard as you can ensuring all the solution is totally released. Then count backward from 10, 9, 8, 7.... 2, 1. Slowly pull out the syringe. Ah~ That's it for the day.

I don't remember doctor telling me to lay down for a while after the jab, but that's what I will do. Give yourself a gentle tummy rub as you lay down - this gives you a "happy" feeling, sort of a comforting feeling :)

New jab starts...

Ok, had my first Suprefact jab yesterday. It was a bit of a mess. Since the jab this time is using the normal syringes, I have to hold it at the right position making sure there is no air bubble - which I failed miseably! I had to redo it a couple of times to make sure there is no air bubble. I have no idea how the nurse can get it right in the first place! At first it was just one small bubble, so tried the different techniques the nurse taught me to get rid of the air bubble... but it goes worst! I had to redo it all over again and still there is one small tiniest bubble! ARGh!!! So... in the end, I had to enroll the help of hubby. He is much better than me in this. HAHAHA.

Anyway, we got it all under control. So I jab myself... as before... PINCH & JAB! But maybe because this time I'm a bit more careful since it's syringe-type. I would prefer the pen type at anytime because it's less messy, easier to manage & most of all the needle is shorter! Anyway.... I pinch as hard as I can but when it's JAB time, the needle just won't go in. Maybe I'm afraid of needles already??? OH NO!!!!! I hope not because there are 16 more jabs to go...

So I brace myself, and slowly jab myself... And it HURTS! Since it's 0.5ml, it's a lot of liquid and it flows really slowly. It felt like ages! I was a bit scared I guess, so I was doing it slowly & inserting the liquid steadily at turtle speed I guess.

Anyway.... I did it! It wasn't pleasent but I shall prevail!!!!

What's Next

Today is my last day on Microgynon30, Dr F gave me another 7 pills to be continued till 2 July. In the meantime, I was given 17 new syringes (with a spare) to start new course from 30 June onwards. And this time it's REAL syringes, not the jab pen that I used to have. I would prefer the pen type, this is a bit over-whelming but I think I will be just fine jabbing myself.

Since last night, (the night before my last Microgynon30) I have a bit of a spotting. I called the clinic this morning and spoke to the nurse, she said continue my medication and there is nothing to be alarmed with. She said it could be that the medication is not strong enough. Hmm... does this mean my natural hormone is stronger than the synthetic ones! Good or bad? Anyways... Tomorrow I will be on new medication for 7 days, so will just have to continue the pills and start the jab on 30 June!

I was right!

My pills are coming to an end this Friday, so it's time to make an appointment to see the good old Dr F. I called the clinic in the morning, and asked Rude Nurse to make appointment for me to see Dr F. She then put me on hold to retrieve my patient file, after a while she came back and said that my card told me to call only when it's my day 1 of period. Then I told her, Dr F specifically told me that I should see him once I'm finishing my pills. She said no, that is not what is written in my card. I then asked her if she can go check with Dr F to confirm that. Once again she put me on hold. After a while she came back to the phone and said Dr F said to call again only when I have my period. FINE~

During lunch time, I felt that I was 100% right that Dr F had asked us to call before I finish my pills to make my next appointment! I remember that he told us that if I were to finish my pill on Sunday, call eary to make an appointment to see him say on Saturday. I confirmed that with hubby and he said he remembered that too. So I asked hubby to call the clinic for me. I didn't want to call coz I was really pissed with the nurse and unsatisfied with the attitude of Rude Nurse. He was lucky, he got another nurse to speak to. She said she will check with Dr F and call me back.

After 15minutes, she called back and said that I can make an appointment to see Dr F anytime this week. SEE SEE!!! I WAS RIGHT!!! I remember everything Dr F said! And boy, am I happy that I kept to my instinct and checked again in the afternoon!

Almost a week on the pills now

So it has almost been a week that I am on Microgynon 30, so far, the only thing that I realised about going on it is that my skin/complexion has changed. It's flaking and I've a mini-breakout, and this morning I woke up and saw this gigantic big ass pimple on my chin. :( Everyday I take one pill at exactly 12.15pm - I had alarm set on this time everyday to remind me. The pills come in a calender pack marked with days of the week to help you remember to take a pill every day which I find it pretty useful - in case you missed a day, you will know ;)

A bit more about the pills - Microgynon 30. It's basically a type of hormonal contraception pill that contains two active ingredients, ethinylestradiol and levonorgestrel. These are synthetic versions of the naturally occurring female sex hormones, oestrogen and progesterone. Ethinylestradiol (previously spelt ethinyloestradiol in the UK) is a synthetic version of oestrogen and levonorgestrel is a synthetic form of progesterone.

In a normal menstrual cycle, the sex hormones cause an egg to be released from the ovaries (ovulation) and prepare the lining of the womb for a possible pregnancy. At the end of each cycle, if the egg has not been fertilised the levels of the hormones fall, that's when your period will come.

So when you are on Microgynon, the pill works mainly by tricking your body into thinking that ovulation has already happened. This prevents an egg from ripening and being released from the ovaries.

This is to stop my ovaries from producing any egg this month during the ovulation period. Aduring the next ovulation, combined with another type of hormones, it should trick my body to releasing more than 1 egg.

So, it's 25minutes more to my next pill~

This is it!

Well, it sounded like a MJ movie title, but this really is it for me!

We visit Dr F yesterday at the first sign of my period. Well, you see... lately the coming of my period is weird. I will have 2-3 days of stain before the real flow starts. So when exactly is my period? Dr F said the day it flows is the first day. Oh! So I got it wrong then :D

Dr F told me to start medication only when my period really flows a.k.a. Day One. He prescribed Microgynon 30 for me. It's a 21-days medication of contraceptive pills. After which, I will be put on daily jabjab again for 2 weeks. Dr F also mentioned that the targeted "harvest date" is end July.

So now... I can only be a good girl & start my pills tomorrow & be prepared for weight-gain (one of the common side-effect as stated in the long leaflet that comes in the box).